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  Beautiful Nightmare

  Johnna B

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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

  Chapter 1 - Chance Meeting

  Chapter 2 - Valencia

  Chapter 3 - Kidd

  Chapter 4 - Excuse Me, Ms. Lady

  Chapter 5 - Notebook

  Chapter 6 - The Reaper

  Chapter 7 - I Want to Be Loved

  Chapter 8 - Looking for Love

  Chapter 9 - Am I Dreaming?

  Chapter 10 - Love under New Management

  Chapter 11 - Love Me in a Special Way

  Chapter 12 - Beautiful Nightmare

  Chapter 13 - 1991

  Chapter 14 - Have You Seen Her?

  Chapter 15 - Better Than Nothing

  Chapter 16 - Happily Never After

  Chapter 17 - Broken Wings

  Chapter 18 - Secrets

  Chapter 19 - Where Do We Go from Here?

  Chapter 20 - Why Would You Stay?

  Chapter 21 - A New Love

  Chapter 22 - Till Death Do Us Part

  Chapter 23 - Revelations

  Chapter 24 - Shattered Hearts

  Chapter 25 - Want that Old Thing Back

  Chapter 26 - Mending Hearts

  Chapter 27 - One More Try

  Chapter 28 - Vengeance Will Be Had

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  Beautiful Nightmare Copyright © 2017 Johnna B

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  Dedication

  In loving memory of one of the greatest men I have ever known, my grandfather, James Lett.

  I love and miss you with all of my heart. You are my angel, and I know you will never stop watching over me. I wish you were here to see my dreams come to fruition.

  Loving you always and forever!

  Acknowledgments

  First, I want to thank God for never giving up on me. I know my faith wavered for a little while, but he never let me go. Thank you, God, for such an imaginative mind. Through all my heartbreaks, he held my hand and walked with me. Now, here I am fulfilling my dream of becoming a published author.

  To my mommy, you are the best. Dana Williams, you are not the most motivational speaker, but I know you always mean well. Lol. Our relationship hasn’t always been the best, but I wouldn’t have traded you for anything in the world. I am a better woman because of you. I have watched you my whole life make a dollar out of fifteen cents, and you always manage to bounce back. I love you, Mommy!

  To my aunt Daphne Gillespie, I want to thank you for coming through for me, no questions asked. You managed to help me out almost over 500 miles away. That shows that nothing stops you from coming through for me. We’ve been thick as thieves since we were infants . . . me and you against the world. I love you, babe, and miss you so much. I’d kill and drown a drop of water for you, my favorite aunt. My aunt Shonettda Ball, you’ve been my rock for forever, and I love you dearly for always being there for me, no questions asked. Your support is immeasurable, and I don’t know what I would do without it. I love you to pieces.

  To K’wan Foye, I thank you so much for all of your help and one-of-a-kind wisdom. You gave me back that spark I thought I had lost, and I will forever be grateful to you for that. I thank you so much for answering all of my phone calls and answering all of my dumb-ass questions. Lol. Much love to you, hun.

  Karoz Norman, you came in and helped me when I felt I had no one to turn to. I thank you so much for all your help. You are a true blessing, and you will forever be my friend. Thanks.

  Chapter 1

  Chance Meeting

  Raven . . .

  Standing a lean five feet eight with long, shapely legs, perfect D-cup breasts, a booty that would make Deelishis step up her game, and a tattoo right above the crack of her ass that read slippery when wet, Raven wasn’t to be messed with. Beautiful, with skin that looked as if it had been kissed by the Egyptian gods, almond-shaped eyes the color of cherry oak wood, and long, flowing dark hair, Raven was everybody’s fantasy, but, as the saying goes, everything that glitters ain’t gold.

  * * *

  “You love this black pussy, don’t you?” A pause filled the air. “Say it!”

  “Yesss!” resonated between deep licks.

  “How does it taste?” Raven asked, looking at the bobbing head in between her legs. Her body felt warm all over, but the heat she needed hadn’t started yet.

  “It . . . it tastes like . . . candy.”

  Raven thought for a moment, then spoke. “Naw, my shit tastes better than candy.” She gyrated her hips. “It tastes like honey, doesn’t it? Yeah, I like that better.” She looked down at the head still bobbing and demanded, “Get the fuck up and lie on your back.” She flipped her victim over like a rag doll. Raven wasn’t a big woman, but when she was zoned out, she had the strength of ten men.

  “Ooh, it’s my turn! I hope I get my money’s worth, you black whore.”

  “Oh, you will . . . trust and believe,” Raven smirked, thinking of all the things she planned to do.

  Raven stealthily walked over to her oversized bag and rummaged through her sex toys. She looked back at the freaky fifty-year-old white woman who lay eagerly awaiting what she had coming and pulled out a black, ten-inch dildo and a large paddle. As a dominatrix, Raven confidently strolled back over to the woman and stared down at her—her sex partner for the night, but mainly, she was just another victim. The woman was pretty well put together for her age. She was well kept. She had sandy-brown hair, which was slightly graying throughout, light brown eyes, a small keen nose, and thin lips. Her body was devoid of wrinkles or saggy titties. Actually, the woman had it going on. Raven was certain the woman had spent tons of money on plastic surgery, but what else was new? The woman eagerly grinned at Raven while awaiting what she had in store for her. Through a lidded gaze, Raven thought, I’m going to enjoy this.

  Standing at the foot of the bed in a crotchless black leather jumper, Raven slowly crawled onto the bed with her head low and ass in the air. Once she got to the woman’s foot, she picked it up and started sucking her toes one by one. Raven could see the muscles contracting in her victim’s stomach as she took deep breaths. She placed soft, sensual kisses all the way up her toned thighs. Slowly, she spread her legs and looked at the pink pussy in front of her. It was void of any hair; her lips were so full and plump. She smiled at her swollen clit, which looked like a pinky finger. Instantly, she began to salivate at the sight before her like a rabid dog. She could see the juices running down and couldn’t wait to taste them.

  “You want me to fuck you?” Raven asked while rubbing her hand up and down the lady’s pussy lips and occasionally slipping a finger into her wet slit. The woman’s juices coated Raven’s fingers as she watched the woman’s skin tone turn five different shades
of red.

  “Yes, I want it hard,” the lady said, barely able to breathe. Her stomach heaved in and out as she tried desperately to control her rapid panting.

  Raven rose up and lay on top of the lady, taking her light pink nipple into her mouth. Now sticking her two middle fingers into her slit again, she fucked her with her hand as she made her way back down to get a taste. She took her fingers out and could see juices all over her hand. She placed her finger up to the lady’s mouth, so she could taste her own sweet nectar while she sucked her jumping clit.

  “Mmmm,” the lady moaned at the feeling of Raven’s tongue circling around her clit and dipping into her aching love box. She could feel her body tingling all over.

  “Ahhh shhh ahhh.” She couldn’t form any words.

  “You coming?” Raven asked while never taking her mouth off of her.

  The vibrations from her mouth sent the lady over the mountaintop and into a new hemisphere. Raven watched her come as she finger fucked her. She loved to watch the fuck faces women made. She thought it was the sexiest thing in the world. She loved how it was usually a mixture between crying, anger, and passion, depending on how hard they were coming.

  Raven looked at her toys laid out on the bed and opted to strap on the dildo and save the paddle for later. She stared menacingly at the woman and ordered, “Get on yo’ knees and suck it.” Raven could feel a tingling sensation starting at her toes.

  The lady happily obliged and eagerly grabbed the strap-on with her small pink hand and began to lick and slurp the thick rubber dick as if it were the real thing.

  Watching the woman’s thin lips tease the tip of the dildo, Raven became angered as the tingling quickly turned into heat.

  Slap!

  Her hand slid across the woman’s face as the sound resonated throughout the room.

  “Bitch, is you playing with me?” she bellowed. “I said, ‘Suck the muthafucka like yo’ fuckin’ life depended on it!’”

  No more Miss Nice Lady. It was time to get this show on the road. Raven wasn’t into being lovey-dovey, at least, not for too long and not too often. She had her fair share of lovers that she’d shared her tenderness with, but this wasn’t one of the lucky few.

  Without flinching, the woman became even more excited and reached down to play with her pussy. She moved her hips in rhythm with her fingers and moaned sensually. Raven heard how wet her pussy was and began to get even more irritated. Raven could feel this heat rising in the pit of her stomach and knew her orgasm was right around the corner.

  “Oh, you wanna play, huh? Don’t wanna suck my dick . . . Well, I got something for you!” Raven reached out and picked up the paddle off the bed. Forcefully, she ordered, “Bend the fuck over, and toot that old ass in the air!”

  Ecstasy covered the woman’s face as she seductively crawled onto the bed. While on her knees, she watched as Raven prepared herself. Clearly, she was used to the treatment she was about to receive. Raven licked her lips as she watched the lady flex her love muscles. Her ass was in the air while she played with and spread her lips apart so Raven could get a good view.

  “I’ve been a very bad girl, and I need a spanking,” she cooed over her shoulder.

  “Shut the fuck up and do what I say.” Raven’s body was on fire as sweat dripped from her brow.

  Again, Raven got no argument. In anticipation of the sexual punishment, the woman positioned herself on her elbows and knees. Her ass was as high in the air as she could get it. Sadly, the woman didn’t realize that, not only was Raven a dominatrix, she was also a fucking lunatic . . . but she was about to find out.

  Raven slapped the paddle against her hand, and then swung it across the woman’s behind, twice.

  Smack! Smack!

  The woman screamed with delight as the large wooden paddle hit her on her creamy white ass with force. Raven spanked her with it two more times and then threw it on the bed. She positioned the dildo at the entrance of the woman’s pussy. With one stroke, Raven roughly shoved the large toy inside of the woman. The sound that came from her mouth clearly indicated pain, but Raven didn’t care. Fuck this bitch, she thought. Raven loved women, but she wasn’t in the mood to be sensitive or affectionate. Tonight was all about her and her needs. As she pounded away at what was left of the old lady’s walls, Raven snatched the woman by her hair and licked the side of her face.

  “This how you like it?” Raven said through clenched teeth as she grinded her hips in slow motion, making the dildo go deeper.

  There was so much anger in her that she could feel her heart about to beat out of her chest. She was so hot. It felt as if her body was literally on fire. This was the feeling she longed for. There was no detoxification for her cravings. She didn’t know where this feeling came from. She’d discovered it one day while wreaking havoc on one of her victims. She didn’t always get the urge, but when she did, there was no stopping her from fulfilling her needs.

  Breathe, Raven, breathe, she thought. Her heartbeat had sped up times ten. This always happened. She had to pace her breathing before she had a heart attack. That was how powerful the feeling was. Every time, it seemed to take her breath away.

  “Yes! Yes!” the woman cried out in ecstasy, throwing her ass back, taking in every inch of the dildo.

  The woman was so into what she was doing that she never gave a second thought to anything else. When Raven had first approached her about a sexual adventure, she knew the lady would be game. Raven had watched the lady for a good twenty minutes before she approached her. She looked like she needed a little excitement in her life, and Raven was just the person to provide it. The lady was sitting at the bar of the Lumier Casino, waiting for her husband to finish a poker game. After a few drinks and a few affectionate touches here and there, Raven knew she had her.

  But the woman was adamant about keeping it low key. She had said if she got caught, she would lose everything. Raven laughed to herself. She may not have gotten caught by her husband, but she was definitely caught. If the woman could see the sadistic shit Raven had going through her head, she would have been running for the hills.

  One week later, here they were with Raven fulfilling the lady’s every desire. She could have been a keeper, but tonight, Raven needed to feel that feeling that only a scene like this could bring.

  “That li’l dick husband of yours don’t do it like this, do he?”

  “No,” the woman huffed, making a circle motion with her hips. “Fuck me, you fuckin’ nigger. Fuck me harder!”

  Her eyes rolled to the back of her head. She and her husband hadn’t had sex in almost a year. Between her going through the change and his flaccid penis, something had to give. She needed this in the worst way and would surely be coming back . . . or so she thought.

  Raven looked at the woman through her squinted eyes. “You want it harder, huh?”

  “Yes . . . harder!” the woman groaned lustfully.

  Raven complied and pulled the dildo out of her pussy. After seeing how wet it was, she was shocked that a fifty-year-old pussy could generate that much wetness. Without warning, she grabbed the woman’s ass, positioned it higher, and drove the dildo back inside of her.

  The woman yelped like a wounded dog. “Okay! Wait a minute.” She tried to move away, but Raven grabbed her hips and did not allow her to move.

  “Stop! You’re being too rough now.”

  The woman felt as though something was trying to rip right through her cervix. With each stroke, Raven could feel the back of the dildo press against her clit. The pressing on her clit brought on miniorgasms for Raven. They felt good, but they were nothing like the feeling she was searching for.

  “Naw, bitch . . . It ain’t no stop.” Raven pushed deeper into the woman with a sinister grin on her face. It was showtime. “This is what the fuck you wanted, ain’t it?” She plunged deeply again, and the woman tried to break free, but Raven stopped her, pushing her head into the pillow, making it hard for her to breathe. “Naw, don’t run now,” she ord
ered while pressing even harder on the woman’s head. There was no fighting against Raven once she was in the zone.

  The woman struggled against Raven’s strong grip. Raven grabbed the paddle from the bed and began to swing precisely at the woman’s head. The woman opened her mouth to scream, but nothing could come out. The repeated blows caused her to go unconscious, and she fell onto the bed in a heap. But Raven wasn’t done yet. She hadn’t got her shit off yet.

  “Aaahhh, yeah! Come on! Yesss,” she hissed at the feeling slowly taking over her body, the feeling her body longed for.

  Raven looked at the woman with blood draining from the deep cuts on the side of her head and battered face, and grinned. She noticed that the woman was breathing shallowly.

  The woman thought about her husband of thirty-one years and wondered if she would ever see him again. Would she ever see her children or grandkids again?

  Repositioning her body, Raven hovered over the woman’s ass, spread it apart, and rammed all ten inches of the thick rubber into her asshole, waking her up from an unconscious state instantly with a bloodcurdling scream.

  The woman cried and frantically tried to get away, but Raven was relentless and fucked her ass with no mercy at all. Not only did each thrust bring pain to the woman and pleasure to Raven, but blood began to trickle down the back of the woman’s thighs. The smell of sweat, pussy, and blood permeated the air, but Raven didn’t care. Her continued thrusts put her where she needed to be. With her eyes rolling to the back of her head, Raven’s pussy began to cream from the eruption it was having, feeling like her soul was shaking. The feeling was so powerful. Staying on the downstroke in the woman’s ass, Raven had one of the biggest orgasms she had ever had.

  She was now satisfied. Out of breath, Raven sat there a little longer to get the full effect of the orgasm. Her body was spasming out of control.